& while you sleep, i will miss you

Looking for IPODs cheap.

2008-10-24T03:30:34Z

I am looking for this particular IPOD,

Willing to pay up to $130.
On my part, I can deal immediately, pay immediately.
Expect IPOD to be covered under warrenty (as it is still a pretty new version)
And to be in full working order.
In good working conditions.

Any other IPOD is fine with me as well, just try your luck :-)

Comment under the post, or simply drop me an email @ tshan.daisy@gmail.com

feedback : 6+ One- Neutral

duets_in_love @ 2008-10-06T02:25:00

2008-10-05T18:29:23Z

LOOKING FOR

1. Tee Shirt Dresses
Length not longer then 30"-33".
Hit me with any colour. NO WHITE.
Price lesser then $20.

2. Keds lookalike shoes.
White only.
Price lesser then $20

*Can do Immediate banking and will confirm immediately if I get what I am looking for

Comment below with the link to your picture
or email me at
tshan.daisy@gmail.com

Thanks all

Loves :)

LOVE ME TENDER.

2007-12-19T13:32:17Z

x Forever 21
x Old Navy
x Wetseal
x Charlotte Russ
x Vintage is the way to go baby!
X AND MORE!!!
X Price negotiable if you're nice :)

FOREVER 21 VEST
Tagged Size S
Condition 9/10
Selling Cheap Preloved!
$28 Shipped

Bustier Paisley Top
Bound to accentuate your figure, and to turn those heads at the Christmas party!
Condition 9/10
Selling $20 shipped!
Measurements 13 across and 19 DOwn

A Line Shift Top in GOLD FOREVER 21 with a black thick ribbon at the back
BNIB
Condition : 10/10
Selling $33
14" across and 25 down

Another Bustier top!
Bound to make you look slimmer and your figure fuller
Condition 9.5/10
14" and 23 down

Henley Top
Condition 9/10
Going for 8$ shipped
Tagged Size 6

Charllotte Russ sexy bustier top!
Condition 10/10
BNwt!
Selling for $35

Sexy Vintage Top
Great for layering, or just wear this simply because you can and look good in it!:)
BN
14" and 28 down
Going for $12

OLD NAVY Empire cut top
Bought it for around 23.90
Selling it now for $15
Condition: 8/10

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND TEE
Uk 6
13" and 19" down
$12

Super sexy button me down and tied up top!
Retailing at $49.90 in stores, get yours here at $15 inclusive postage!

NOTE:
ALL CLOTHES FIT UK 6-8 PERFECTLY WELL
IF YOU ARE A UK 6-8
PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME FOR ANYMORE MEASUREMENTS!

THANK YOU:)
email me @ fashionhag0112@gmail.com

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duets_in_love @ 2007-10-05T23:33:00

2007-10-05T15:34:03Z

Item 1
Forever 21 Cardigan in Taupe/ Gold with silvery shimmers
Sold out in all stores and website, brand new, never worn before except to try
A very glam and elegant piece which is sure to turn heads
Tagged Size S
$41 with postage

Item 2
Forever 21 Diamonte Tube
Worn Once
In perfect condition, super sexy top, wear it to clubs and you will be the center of attraction!
Going for $35
Tagged S

Item 3
Wetseal Lace Camiby Dress
Brand New
This is an uber sexy dress with lace outerings
Going for $28 with postage

Item 4
Black And White Stripped dress
Super sexy and figure hugging!Wear it with wedges or heels for the perfect look! Looks great in havanais as well!
Going for $22 with postage

Item 5
Forever 21 Garden Party Dress
Tagged S
In very good condition, worn once.
This is a great dress for a day out in the park , strolling amidst the beautiful scenary. You will look totally beautiful in this dress with bright colours!Adjustable straps!
Going for $38 with postage

Item 6
DKNY Tunic/ Dress
Brand new, not even worn once!
Super sexy and you will look totally good in the DKNY logo emblazed in shimmery gold
Going for $36 Shipped

Item 7
ZARA Tie Neck Top which is very in fashion now!
Get yours here now at $23 inclusive postage!

Item 8
Super sexy button me down and tied up top!
Retailing at $49.90 in stores, get yours here at $26 inclusive postage!

Email me at fashionhag0112@gmail.com for any other enquiries

Price not negotiable, comments as such would be ignored.
Meetups are ok, but please transfer money to me first before meeting up
I accept UOB/ DBS Accounts

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duets_in_love @ 2007-09-23T20:39:00

2007-09-23T12:39:00Z

When Worn

Brand new flower garden party dress, selling it cheap for $25.
Tagged S, bought from wetseal through an online spree.

Pit to pit: 15.5"
Length including adjustable straps: 30"

There is a ribbon at the back as well!

Will fit size 6-8 perfectly!

Topshop Size 6 Lil Miss Tees
I bought this for $50, selling it now for $30!

Topshop Jumper Dress in Size UK 08.
BRAND NEW WITH TAGS.
Get it here at $28!

FOREVER 21 BOHEMIAN GREEN CARDIGAN!
Bouht it for $73, get yours here now at $35!
Worn Once only!

Paisley Top Bustier!
I bought it for $45, get yours here now $22

This HIGH HAVANIAS in WHITE.
In SIze 6! (can fit 6.5-7) .. I bought it for 70$, now selling it for $60. (price negotiable, and meetups for this one!)

Feedback : FEEDBACK : http://community.livejournal.com/sgstfeedback/663780.html (4 + / 0 neutral/ 0 negative!)
I do Meetups, postage. No dead bidders. Take $1 off for quick deals, meaning trnsfr within 1 hr, free postage for everything!

BEAUTIFUL DRESSES UNDER THE CUT!

2007-07-27T17:18:24Z

Brand new flower garden party dress, selling it cheap for $25.
Tagged S, bought from frederick hollywood through an online spree.

Pit to pit: 15.5"
Length including adjustable straps: 30"

There is a ribbon at the back as well!

Sequinned halter, tagged S from future state!
Brand new, selling for $15.

Prices are exclusive postage, please add $1 for postage, meetups at town area or dover is possible! :)
Fast deals apprecaited, no dead buyers please!

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duets_in_love @ 2007-02-08T21:57:00

2007-02-08T13:58:13Z

Disclaimer
1) Goods sold are non refundable
2) Postage are to be handled by the buyer ($1 for all tops, belts, etc)
3) I'm relatively new at selling, so please be patient with me! :D
4) For those who would like to offset postage, I'm Ok with meet ups so long they are near to wherever I'm travelling to
5) In case more then 1 person would like to get the same top, a bidding system would occur.
6) Please do not ask me for any more pictures when worn/closeup!
7) DBS SAVINGS TRANSFER
8) Prices Negotiable =)

I'm a topshop 6-8, Mango XS-S, Forever 21 XS-S and they all fit me well!
Any enquiries email me @ fashionhag0112@gmail.com !

1)
American Eagle "The one that got away" Bright Pink Cap Sleeved tee
Going for $14

2) Lime Green Arithalia Camisole (BRAND NEW!) - $20

3) Black Moto Skinny Jeans Fitting jeans-size 26-27
Going for $26

4) Forever 21 White Henley With Diamond studded buttons
Going for $28

5) Diesal Red tie back top , suitable for clubbing or just a day out in town
Brand new, going for $20

6) Brown cap sleeved with woman (There are no "whiteish" dust looking things on the shirt, Its the camera!)
$15

7) Black Printed tee, very nice and suitable for all of you starting school!
$15

8) Bright pink top, super sexy and it fits well by MTV ASIA
Going for $20

9) Missy Elliot RESPECT ME bolero jacket
Going for $28

10) Guess Sequinned tee (last last season?)
Going for $25

11) Paisy Ribboned top
Going for $15

12) GOING for $18

19) Forever 21 top
Going for $22

Missy Eliot Respect me green tube
$18

Moto Tube
Going for $10

Black vest
$15

Mango Sex Camisole
$15

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duets_in_love @ 2007-02-08T21:17:00

2007-02-08T13:47:34Z

I'm a topshop 6-8, Mango XS-S, Forever 21 XS-S and they all fit me well!
Any enquiries email me @ fashionhag0112@gmail.com !

1)
American Eagle "The one that got away" Bright Pink Cap Sleeved tee
Going for $14

2) Lime Green Arithalia Camisole (BRAND NEW!) - $20

3) Black Moto Skinny Jeans Fitting jeans-size 26-27
Going for $26

4) Forever 21 White Henley With Diamond studded buttons
Going for $28

5) Diesal Red tie back top , suitable for clubbing or just a day out in town
Brand new, going for $20

6) Brown cap sleeved with woman (There are no "whiteish" dust looking things on the shirt, Its the camera!)
$15

7) Black Printed tee, very nice and suitable for all of you starting school!
$15

8) Bright pink top, super sexy and it fits well by MTV ASIA
Going for $20

9) Missy Elliot RESPECT ME bolero jacket
Going for $28

10) Guess Sequinned tee (last last season?)
Going for $25

11) Paisy Ribboned top
Going for $15

12) GOING for $18

19) Forever 21 top
Going for $22

Missy Eliot Respect me green tube
$18

Moto Tube
Going for $10

Black vest
$15

Mango Sex Camisole
$15

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We look pretty happy...

2006-11-25T11:11:39Z

1) Item would go into bidding should there be more then 1 interested parties.
2) Bank transfer, IB and meetups at Dover / Simei only
3) Email me or leave a comment if interested
4) No dead buyers

This is a Smocked Tube made of chiffon material, the smocked bodice is of a silky material, there are spag straps in the tube which can be tucked it. A very angelic and beautiful piece!
Going for : $30

This is a lilac pink smocked tube dress which i bought from Australia. Belt not inclusive.
Brand new too, for I never did have the opportunity to wear it out.
Going for : $15

WhiteTight fitting top.
Worn once
Going for $12

Chiffon laced halter neck with diamond emblazoned.
Got it for 60$, now selling cheap at 30$.
Brand new.

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duets_in_love @ 2006-10-21T12:52:00

2006-10-21T05:19:35Z

the resident healthy has gone unhealthy.
hiatus from saturday till ums, i start giving a fuck again.

this is a token of my appreciation to the haze and the peasants in indonesia

yea i know this is stupid, so anyway yesterday we watched the show
SCHIZO

at the school's library, its a real good show, its rated 16nc, so anyway there are like no nude scenes and i really love my classmates, i appreciate them going for gems class just so i won't be alone,

HEARTS TO
♥rainbow&spider&baba♥

i think my gems teacher adore me, i'm honest. it has something to do with my introduction essay, or maybe its the way i smile at her, do i have a lesbian smile? maybe. so anyway, i've made an observation,

that all couples have cute pet names for each other, like

BAO BEI
SWEETUMS
SMOOCHIE
PIGGY

"THE BOY"
HUNEY
BABY
DARLING
ANGEL EYES

so anyway,

"Hey do you think we should give each other cute pet names too?"
"YA SURE, like your brother give his girlfriend one can?"

(i think his brother calls his girlfriend snoopy or something)

"haha, why don't i call you noob?"
"ok then i call you noober?"

Halloween is coming.

and

HAHAHAHA 1 0R 2.

In and out of love with you...

2006-10-19T12:28:46Z

Fucking hell, the cysts are not going, any idea how detrimental this is to my social life? I believe I've officially sunk to the lowest level of the pariah level. Today during the 4 hour lecture marathon, I was so upset. I kept thinking about my degenerating skin condition, I was so upset.

I bet you guys din't know this, but... i've always maintained my skin. examples, i went to like 50$ / facials at leonard drake, because i used to have white heads, imagine
just for the annihilation of white heads i could have just spent 50bucks on skin, i went about 10 times. i use only premium makeup, and i have the best skin care routine. so imagine, all in all i have just threw down 1000 odd $ of skincare down the drain. any idea how upsetting this is?

this started 2 months ago, i kinda found out why. and i hate insensitive people, when they knew about how sensitive i am about skin, they deliberately poke fun. like alloysius zheng who did just that in the library, i want to punch his face, that chao chee bye.

and during the fom "meeting", there was only 2 people and one inexistant ghost (me). they wanted to take things into their own hands, any idiot would tell you, 3 heads>2heads. yea yea yea, its only "editting", but fuck it, its a group effort. and i don' really care cos its ungraded. maybe they took it into their own hands because its ungraded. thats why they couldn't be bothered to engage anybody else. so, whatever right thurr

so a very pissed me went to find cairong and shafinaz, and they were wrapping up their persentation, so we watched a show on her laptop

CANNIBAL HOLOCAUST

its so sick, definitely not for weak stomaches like me, who made about 2 trips to pee my fright out. the movie, was utterly visceral, discerning and gory. *gulps at the thought of cannibal woman getting raped by cannibal men*

cannibals= HUMAN EATING HUMANS

the thespians..have just about the highest threshhold of goriness level. if its me filing, i swear the jungle will be filld with my puke rather then mud. *shivers at disgusting primitive lookin men with fluffy bob cuts*

"There's something here guaranteed to affect even the most jaded viewer. "

after 2 excrutiating hours of fom lecture, i decided i coudnt go on. i was drawing pictures, and i felt so sad. in the end, jonan managed to skip his mob, and proceeded to send me home.

en route, we had the jellybeans, i dn't recall their brand but its the multicoloured ones which everybody loves.

ok after eating, we played arcade. i think our favourite 'couple date' place to go is the arcade, yea lor, so unromantic. what to do, boyfriend noob.

hahahahh, ok then he played this percussion game, those pseudo drum sets and stuff?
so this was what happeend

him: happily playing
me: seeing as he plays it so well, it must be easy
me: 'oie let me play leh'
him: ignores me
me: oie let me play leh
him: oh ok
him: continues playing
me: wahlao you damn bad
me: turns and played dance dance revolution (i don't know how to play that game. i used all censors at the same time, don't ask how)
him; ok you play
me: playing
3seconds later
him: wahlao you suck!!!! let me take over
me: no
him: take 1 drum stick from me and start playing almost everything
me: give me back the drumsticks now
him: no later i lose

me: =__________________________=

i love him. bisha bashi rules.

duets_in_love @ 2006-10-17T14:34:00

2006-10-17T14:36:12Z

!!ATTENTION!!

There's a resident slut in our lecture hall. Its so obvious who she is, she's so frisky, she can't keep her hands to herself.

(She's from DBF too.)
(she isent from dbf 22 or 21)

so today, we did our cd skit. wenchuan as always was our funnyman, whom we love and cherish most dearly, had our crs thing, where teng was being a real... BT, as quoted by spider. oh yes, i love my classmates, did i not mention it in my last few post which i have already privatised? nevermind that, today was the talentime of terri&laurel, alloysius&jonan, i'm sorry to say i didn't manage to catch any performance, and i duly regret my actions, but,

in cd, we had a discussion, singaporeans are "egoistical male chauvanistic pigs", its wrong to generalise the population, but do note that opinions formed are subjective. so anyway, it sparked up quite a furor, with of course the alphas going "NO NO NO", well, "No" it shall be, opinions formed from complete strangers without any preconceived notions are hard to change. so anyway, another discussion was, "women should not hold higher post then men", in this 21st century, don't you know statements like this puzzle liberals all over the world, why? there is freedom of speech as well as equality of sexes, then again, it would be fair to say that from now on, women don't require men to open doors for them, surprise them with bouquets of flowers for women can do the same.

oh well, but definitely to me, i know i can live without men but, i can't live without my boyfriend Jonan Goh who is definitely a man, (fo sho)

i can live without men, digging their cooties and sticking them on buses, i can live without men, who upon seeing a POLY STUDENT CARRYING LOADS OF STUFF feign oblivion and turn a blind eye towards that particular girl

yes that girl is me, it goes without saying. =)

duets_in_love @ 2006-10-16T21:28:00

2006-10-16T13:33:55Z

I have one more small component of SPSS to complete, and thats when I would call it a day, have not being doing much spss, more like i'm talking to the sagacious people on messenger, telling them details about the halloween party. its going crazy, i've everybody rsvping me already (jinghan, don't be a bitch, plese, come as you are, you're the sweetest angel ever)

Today went over to jonan's house, alongst with alloy zheng, kinda heard them practicing their duet thing tomorrow and speaking of which, please do come down to the foyer tmrw where they will be doing their thing, at 1pm or so, for i know its going to be really good as i heard them practicing today, if you don't like rock music, go just for the sake of visual loving (ie: eye candies)

now, i must say i have to control the guest list. its growing longer by the second. and i'm very pleased really, it goes to show how vivacious my baby is, and for that, i'm willing to take the hoarde of the work upon my shoulders just so she could seat back on her special day and enjoy the ride. ahhh, today was the solo segment, glen coco came out last, and he looked like an egg from where i was standing. he sang some chinka song, right-o.

and today i skipped the last 2 lectures (economics and accounting), to practice spss.

.
I LOVE YOU JING XIAN~~~FORGET YOUR BF AND COME WITH ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ says:
tell your bf to love you more
I LOVE YOU JING XIAN~~~FORGET YOUR BF AND COME WITH ME ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ says:
coz SOMEONE IS TRYING TO HOOK YOU UP

guess who is it, that i love so much, with her and her "malvolio's sick of self love", "psychological warfare" in lit class. guess who is it, that i miss so much.. with her always scolding the crazy auntie that destroyed her hair, and guess who is it, that out of the blue, suddenly i realise that i miss so much. that i really never did had the chance to give her that hug she deserves.

now look forward,
i've all the friends i need, i love them, what would i do without my classmates? ask me, "when is it you realise you can never do without these classmates you made in school?"

i would tell you,
"one fine sunny afternoon in the main library, when we were practicing our cd skit, everybody was laughing so happily. that was a picture of contentment i can never forget."

as said by cairong
"thank god for friends"

thank god for friends, and you.

duets_in_love @ 2006-10-15T14:21:00

2006-10-15T14:37:25Z

Today is one of those days I have the luxury of indulging in the solitary, no I don't feel forlorn or lonesome, melancholic or depressed. Its just one of the days when you suddenly become more aware of everything, realising that everything around you is a phenomenom, and the beauty of it all, it doesn't take a prodigy to realise that.

I actually privatised alot of entries, yes I believe that has something to do with my "solitary", my head is throbbing, I can't seem to focus of the screen, but lets not digress about the unfunctional pivotal functions of my cornea.

I was having a discussion with a few of my mates about love, and suddenly she said,

"Not many people believe in true love."
Thats when my wandering mind sprang to action, a thousand thoughts racing through my mind,

"True love",
these event inexplicable by time and tide, eradicated in my mind. At this age of 17, love emcompasses all the beautiful sugar spice everything nice in life. Sometimes you step into a relationship of remote, (as i explained to them on msn, wht exactly is a relationship of remote-when acomodador is never reached, because sometimes, acretion sets in and we give up...)

So i was thinking,
True love, how true is love? I can never grasp the intangibility of Love and Truth. These are 2 things which I never fail to misunderstand.

Love, what is love? It has nothing to do with truth, what most of us humans call "psychological setting free", when we have that heavy conscience setting on us, truth liberates us all from this heavy weight guilt trip.

What good is your heart, if you're too scared to love?

After that momentary discussion, our conversation swerved back to planning the guest list for the birthday party - halloween party @ glen coco's house. I must say, 2 hours of "heavy discussion" has now been rendered unproductive. I'm sorry, I just have high expectations of people on MSN, dudes, this is not called instant messenging for nothing.

You know I think Paulo Coehlo is a freaken genius, reading his books enabled me to gain so many more new insights into a deeper world on a higher level. (I sound like a preacher... oh well,)

Today How Did Your Day Went?

Today went fine thank you, I had the very nice and addictive fried fish which Neo is so crazy about, I get her intrinsic, I'm crazy over it too. I had it with baby, somehow or another, I managed to coerce him into buying the Cleo magazine for me, I'm not a freeloader, its just sometimes I think its nice to make your man pay. (Even though its become a frequent occurance).

The day ended officially for me when our physical being departed. But don't you know, I'm always living in you, my soul is always occupying that special desk space in your heart.

I'm getting far too angsty for my liking, it doesn't help that eli is going

"Kill all mankind for me".

Ah, the aftermath of mugging for her promos I suppose, I miss you dearest.

Calafair.

2006-10-01T02:59:51Z

The week (notice i said week, and not just weekend or school) has just passed before my eyes, whirring before me that even I have yet to grasp the intangibility of time. So anyway, I shall just start with Friday, Marketing ended 2 hours before schduele, and since it was a good 4 hours plus before my Gems, I skipped Gems anyway. I know next week's lesson has to be redeeming, everybody would have gone through the pesudo "Introduction of who I am to myself and also who I am to you when I am introducing myself". So we went to Plaza Sing, we "spyed" on Spider Neo and as she said it we should "Get a life." Gee, fine. *fumes*

Later on in the night, we were seating at the Lobby, talking about life and its ironies, later on at night, we went home. We quarrelled, easily forgetting that no matter how happy we were during the Evening we are still susceptible to mindless thoughts. Time passed again like torrents in waterfalls, and once again, I ask myself, "When will I be liable to succumb to anger again?" And yesterday (SATURDAY) I got my answer.

Seating on a bench placed conspiciously outside the Paragon, we had our first trapped-in-time quarrel. Watching the numerous cars go by, their headlights like bright beacons, again so ironic, these lights do nothing to ease my mind, to show me what is the right thing to say, how can I pacify?

We had Sushi Tei at Paragon yesterday, you know these high-class Jap Sushi restaurants are pretty cool, they have those packet ice placed below sushi which tend to decay, like raw salmon and fish. We were feeding each other salmon, and suddenly a voice broke the tranquility, God has spoken.

HAHAHA, NO LA.
"Jonan", we turned and we saw Glen Coco. and his sister, we tried ignoring him, but somehow we ended up staring at him more then ever. So anyway, before that we caught John Tucker must die, it was all very good... very slapstick humour, very lame. Very hot, very suggestive. :D

That concluded my day, I have a blood enemy to make now, and its someone from my class, finally, I can join in the "hatred" conversation with the Gang when they go "You know ah THAT#$%#$%#$%#$"

duets_in_love @ 2006-09-27T21:07:00

2006-09-27T13:20:29Z

The sun may rise in conformity one day, however we all know that there's nothing much we can do except to make the necessary adjustments. Change is the only constant, constantly we're being thrown into a different environment,

"How was your day today?"

... It was ok, maybe for the exception of a new blood I see, in his eyes tragedies and discrimination is apparent.
It was tantamountal to telling me,

"Today I saw a picture of massive destruction and grief in someone's soul. Today someone taught me how is it to feel a certain emotion without me experiencing it, today he taught me, to be a master of his own emotions, he taught me that life's scars however deep are stepping stones."

Emotions welled up within me, on somedays I seem to pass time with a lacksidal gallentry, as far as I'm concerned, attitude is but a mere self help psychology. I'm more concerned with aptitude.

How many days have passed where I just merely stare into this vacuum we call air, taking in the repugnance of things I have a disinclination, sometimes I feel like I'm King, when the world just passes by me, I feel a sense of vitoria,

"The sky has changed its colour. Here I am standing on top of the world, my search however futile,
Has enabled me to experience a miracle."

And I would go on, That we humans have 2 problems, which is deciding where to begin, and where to stop.

I have a certain problem with awakwardness, invoked when I'm faced with people of a very inimical body language, if you should know we human beings DO mime each other's every action.

Thus,
"What you do unto me, I will do unto you."

Today we travelled to Khatib, fuckin Khatib.
The journey was excrutiating, and it was Orbit Central for us all, and then Accounts "Remedials".

And...

2006-09-13T08:17:30Z

Sometimes you forget where the heart is.

you're probably somewhere noisy and chaotic (arcade), and i'm home listening to death cab for cutie, sometimes i wear my heart on my sleeve, and baby you don't seem to mind. sometimes they say, "ignorance is bliss", but i do know for a fact that as each day slowly creeps by, you find out more and more negative things about me. sometimes you say, hate overrule the love.

so i ask you,
Why do you still care so much?

I don't know

Oh but baby, I'm sure you do.
I'm not going to take what I have infront of me for granted, I promise you that starting today, I will make the most concientious effort not to disappoint you. And you should know that

Tonight, you're the only diamond in the sky.

GPA results out, BBBC+. Average is like fuck. Kill me please, stop comforting me people, in no way is my academics going down in shambles, they say the GPA is Ok, but I know my current intellect is a temporary depart. I don't care who I've beaten, who has beaten me. I just know I've not met my own expectations, much less exceeding them. I know I've made many commitments to myself, only to remember them at the last hour

I'm so going to kick ass next semester, watch out world.

i need privacy

2006-09-11T09:46:19Z

do what you wanna do tonight
the world does not exist
(no no no no)
move where you wanna move
all my girls will get out
like this

i spent the afternoon digressing, random thoughts cursin through my nubile frame, it just dawned upon me that i'm trying to be someone i am NOT and CANNOT ever be. i know i won't be "resigned" because thats not me. i just don't know how to carry on anymore. =(

yes
thats about my accounting exam, let me tell you how i feel, i may seem obnoxious and opinionated, but living one day in soliditary has done me enough soul searching

right the bitching officially starts here

You know what world? I studied for the accounting exam, i studied. even if its cramping one entire semester of work into 1 week of mugging but you know what, I SHOULDNT BE ON THAT DAMN RETAKE THING, let me show u something very absurd,

yes thats right 160 people need to retake the exam, RETARDED? CHEEBYE! =(

im so sad la honestly
ive never been on the retake
ive never even been selected for remedials
=(

this is truly
disheartening
that not only a box of goddiva chocolates can cure
or the nice nine west shoes seating promiscously up on my cupboard

can.cure.

omg OMG omg OMG
results gpa results gpa screwed thanks to accounting exam
how to even get gpa of 3.5
i dont even think i can get a 2.8 anymore

duets_in_love @ 2006-09-08T12:52:00

2006-09-08T05:10:45Z

since we are the most high profile couple in ...#thats what people say#
we've decided to make a singing video to make myself famous for the RIGHT reasons, watched devil wears prada
so nice, meryl streep=sex
she's so seemingly regal.

anyway today we quarreled again
and we ended up laughing.
check this out ,

jonan IS DAMN GAY =(

I love him, for every quarrel (sssssss) we've been through, it just adds up to the happiness i find in him, honestly for each quarrel allow me to learn new things about this turtle bastard. i love him so much, no matter whatever names i call him, baba, bubu, turtle bastard, china cabbage, ultimately, it boils down to me & him living happily together..

oh and he pierced his ear, he was like "i scared of the guy, i think he wanna grab my DICK"
and we had horrible jap food, (suki sushi)

[edit]
Just checked the portal, found out i have to retake the accounts exam, so far all the people i asked with the exception of jonan has to retake it. on a quick check, about 160 flunked. well, what can I say? theres not one bit of remorse in me, i know i really did study even if it was on a short scale, but EVEN SO, i mean with my brains and stuff + studying=should be able to pull through. but really the paper was tough. i'm so not looking forward to studying that wretched book again, fucking hot damn, and i think i won't be retaking, its such a bloody waste of time. like, time consuming and so unproductive.

this just so isen't fair.
i wish this is a problem money could solve. honestly
i mean i would really pay like 1k, no, DONATE, if they would just let me get a fucking C.
(omg did i just said that)
(i so dint meant that)

It feels so good.

2006-09-04T14:29:09Z

OMg how about likeeeee i typed out a whole entry but somehow i pressed "backspace" a tad bit too much and it deleted everything

im so lazy to type out a coherent entry for the perusal of the whole world but nvm today i attended a photoshoot, was pretty fun... tmrw and wednesday photoshoots again, met china cabbage today, he was cool i was cool so we hugged. china cabbage=jonan btw just in case any of you guys think my boyfriend is some china whore

i like the studio i went today (teo studio) firstly the whole place is shroudded in pitch midnight nary a dim bulb in the center of the stage, and when it was "lights on!" the whole sky seem to have descended into the small room itself. anyway whatever to the description of the lame studio, omg wait
there was this hot model who kept stripping (top) with each unbuttonin of his collar and finally the cufflinks, everybody was like WO-AH. hahahaha nothing but hot sinewy muscles but china cabbage is much hotter. i swear.

so we went dressin the models, trawling through wisma to the paragon to bcbg, fonarina, maxmara, topshop/topman, gaudi, aldo.

i've found a new shopping haven, moschinno: palais rennaisance

oh just returnd from a girls day out in hongkong yesterday... damn tired.

i know this entry is so disgusting without so much of substance. =O ya k thanx bye

duets_in_love @ 2006-09-02T21:59:00

2006-09-02T14:32:19Z

anyway this week's total expenditures:
shu uemura: 350
shoes: 240
taxi: 20

total: 810$

salerie of one day working at bausch and lomb to offset: 65 dollars

so very sweet....

Today was supposed to town with wenzo and charmander however i lost my purse and was thus homebound. but whatever, in the end i got my mom and sister to bake me cookies or was it allow me to bake with them. the cookies were shiat

this is like how old school. =O

ahahahahahahahahahahhaah BOOBIEEESSS =D

hey like
guess who.

=D=D=D

yay im gg out tmrw

i swear im not going to break off any MORE engagements

ok somehow i just cant type coherently anymore

im so friggin pissed bitch

2006-08-27T15:02:02Z

today i went shopping.

anyway on a happier tone, guess what,

16 people trying to get my attention plus my 3 family members.

and today i went out, returned home to

which now makes my makeup bags look like these

duets_in_love @ 2006-08-21T16:27:00

2006-08-21T08:45:33Z

i hate saying goodbye to you. =(
anyway stupid econs, make me so stressed out. doesnt help that i can't do some tutorial questions which got me all flustered.

the kind of forever can last for 3 years, 4 years or maybe 10 years. the kind of forever i would like to have you is the kind that never ends, never mind what afterdeath belief you have, i don't care about the wheel of karma and reincarnation, or the ones that good people die and go to heaven, i just know that i would like to be with you forever as long as the world is turning, with you i find solitude and solace, and that is enough for me, for a person who likes to be in a chaotic and vibrant environment, without you around, the displacement gives me a reality check that i need you so badly.

looking outside my window, my eyes became strangely fixated on the spot you stood last night beneath the corridor lamps, there's a difference today though, i don't see any dark tall umbras covering the mosaic tiles, paint to love and you are a canvas i dreamt up. i just hope that you are not a mere fragment of my overheated imagination, and the roses you gave to me despite them wilting due to insufficient care on my part, (sorry eeks) i would like to know that they are like you, something i still find the beauty in despite the original novelty wearing off. truth to be told, everyday the halo of light surrounding you shines brighter, like a beacon in the sky you light up the path for me.

To my many friends, sorry for being so disjointed from you all, I'm sorry I've not been the bestest best good friend I'm supposed or expected to be, truly, Im ashamed at how abruptly certain friendships has ceased to exist anymore, disgruntled definitely, shocked but not unexpected. To the people who expect more as I keep on giving, I find myself mentally fatigued now , please, give me some time to find a sanctury I have stripped myself off.

today

2006-08-19T17:52:31Z

jonan best speechless so
fuckin
amazing

and you taking a cab down to meet me at 12;15am when we were quarreling is just about the sweetest thing anybody can do, even though i told you i classified it under "least impactful" i don't mean it, its actually in my 'top 3 things to remember that jonan did for me' hahahahahahahahaha

honestly, some people don't ever meet their soulmates (if you wondering if your current boyfriend is your soulmate, trust me, you would just KNOW, right dirrrtylove and natureisawhore_? ;])

i'm just glad i found mine at 17
and because of you i feel so happy and fortunate that i don't have to be a love vagrant, wondering around the ends of the earth searching for that special someone

just hope that we would have beautiful and intelligent kids, then after they grow up and are able to take care of themselves, we would be able to live our life as planned at age 17
would you lie here with me and just forget the world?

duets_in_love @ 2006-08-11T00:04:00

2006-08-10T16:17:17Z

perpetual & getting really disturbed over nothing... as feral as this sounds, im sad over nothing...
and i don't want to talk to anyone, making sense out of a vacuum, doesnt that seem so familiar? you enigmatic stranger who reads my blog, i know who you are... and i know there are so many out there but i dont really care, documenting my life is lame which is precisely why im doing it...

im too dead to post animated entries of happiness, peace, joy, laughter and love

let me just sink back into waiting,
oh the irony of luxury and abundance...

oh fuck wait
i just hate my klutziness or whatever its said to be in these areas...

ok so anyway today i woke up and found all my makeup stuff broken like all the calvin klien and m.a.c stuff and that just reminds me of the time the chanel foundation broke into fucken 1010101 pieces, and that got me so fuckin stoked with my card... so thats just about it, im stopping here, dont really enjoy self deprication

you... poison, period.
you .... heal.... me...

and i would like to want you forever..

pussydoll and i creatd a community for us to bitch and rant about people we hate
alot of you outsiders reading my blog is in it
so
obviously im not giving the link out to anyfuckinbody

goodluck with life cheers

and i need some MORE moet !!! moet moet moet moet moet

prozac and somemore instant noodles
dead in the night, its so quiet you can hear the plants breathing...

*
time with you is like a dream come true & im still so ever deeply and delirously in love with you :*)